Well....
What I am thinking about now.... Lonely vs alone
I suddenly remembered a literary work that was discussed in a class last 2 semester. It was the first work that we discussed.
Reward of Living a Solitude Life
by May Sarton
Obviously, the only thing that"ngendep" in my mind is about the different of lonely and alone.
Have you ever felt like "empty" when you are in a crowded?
Or, physically only by yourself? (well, sorry of my keribetan. I just got it difficult to be expressed :D)
Make it simple, okay.
You are lonely. Situation : in a crowded.
You are alone. Situation : yeah, alone. No one is near by.
My conclusion, tho.
Well, I googled the definition of lonely and alone. They seem the same but they don't.
What I am feeling now is lonely.
Just like no one knows me well. Understands me.
Sometimes I just want people to know what I know without me telling them.
it's not fair that I am being disappointed that they didn't do what I want them to do.
so, How?
so I am lonely. I am just all alone by myself. no one wants me. i feel like "dikucilkan".
yeah not only alone, but lonely.
I am sitting in my bedroom in front of my computer just trying to do things that would make me happy. nothing but share this kind of feeling. I don't believe people. but by writing this, it just feels like I shared. maybe no one will read this. but I read this. I read my blog over and over.
no one hears me. no one listens. they are only busy with their own business. who am I?
who am I to be such selfish to have people by my side.
what do I do when I am all alone and lonely?
Crying. cry. yeah. shed my tears.
i don't know why, I just feel beautiful when I am crying. ahahaha what a thought.
I want to have someone who knows what I want.
that person doesn't need to ask me.
but, how come that kind of person exists?
no one can read someone's mind, right?
what kind of wish that I have? lol
i found a thought.
happiness will be meaningful if it's shared. sadness will be decreased when it's shared.
what the hell with that!
people will stay by your side when you are happy, but no meaning still.
when there is sadness? well........ what's on earth it''ll be decreased.
no such things.
no such things.
well. enjoy your loneliness.
and stay alone :D
What I am feeling now is lonely.
Just like no one knows me well. Understands me.
Sometimes I just want people to know what I know without me telling them.
it's not fair that I am being disappointed that they didn't do what I want them to do.
so, How?
so I am lonely. I am just all alone by myself. no one wants me. i feel like "dikucilkan".
yeah not only alone, but lonely.
I am sitting in my bedroom in front of my computer just trying to do things that would make me happy. nothing but share this kind of feeling. I don't believe people. but by writing this, it just feels like I shared. maybe no one will read this. but I read this. I read my blog over and over.
no one hears me. no one listens. they are only busy with their own business. who am I?
who am I to be such selfish to have people by my side.
what do I do when I am all alone and lonely?
Crying. cry. yeah. shed my tears.
i don't know why, I just feel beautiful when I am crying. ahahaha what a thought.
I want to have someone who knows what I want.
that person doesn't need to ask me.
but, how come that kind of person exists?
no one can read someone's mind, right?
what kind of wish that I have? lol
i found a thought.
happiness will be meaningful if it's shared. sadness will be decreased when it's shared.
what the hell with that!
people will stay by your side when you are happy, but no meaning still.
when there is sadness? well........ what's on earth it''ll be decreased.
no such things.
no such things.
well. enjoy your loneliness.
and stay alone :D
A thought,
Tiara
18-04-2016, 0.45 pm
