Unity in Diversity

What comes to your mind when you find the word “diversity”? Basically, it’s about difference. We maybe think differently from people with the different social condition. The looks of us are also different. Substantially, everything’s different in so many ways. That’s diversity.

Have you ever seen people from different background live together peacefully? You might have but it’s difficult to see that kind of thing nowadays. There are not many of people who live in diversity could accept the difference itself. It is too bad that this phenomenon does happen. A lot of people think that their colors are the best without considering that every color has its own uniqueness and its own beauty.

Diversity is definitely not a simple matter when it is related to the earth. What does it mean? Well, the surface of our lovely earth is around 500 hundred million km2. It is really big, right? There are a lot of people in this big planet, all are in different colors. We all come from different colors, different background.

We can see the colors everywhere. The important thing is the beauty. Even the traffic lights are beautiful. It is because traffic lights have not only one color. Try to imagine the light is red. It has no function anymore. In fact, everything in the world is made with a function. Indeed we are all with a function, but in different colors. How if one element of the colors doesn’t take part of the duty? The function is broken. It will be great to see all the colors do each of its function in teamwork. That’s really beautiful. Just like the rainbow.

However, we are different but we live the same world. We breathe the same air. We are exposed by the same sunlight. We are underneath the same moon and stars. We indeed different, but we are one.

“It’s all in the way you look at it, that makes you strong. We were two, now are one.” –Westlife

stay alone

I often got silent in front of my laptop and thought of some random topics.There are a lot of things I want to write. But yeah, I rarely can pour them into words in my blog...

Well....
What I am thinking about now.... Lonely vs alone

I suddenly remembered a literary work that was discussed in a class last 2 semester. It was the first work that we discussed.

Reward of Living a Solitude Life

by May Sarton

Obviously, the only thing that"ngendep" in my mind is about the different of lonely and alone.

Have you ever felt like "empty" when you are in a crowded?

Or,  physically only by yourself? (well, sorry of my keribetan. I just got it difficult to be expressed  :D)

Make it simple, okay.

You are lonely. Situation : in a crowded.

You are alone. Situation  : yeah, alone. No one is near by.

My conclusion, tho.

Well, I googled the definition of lonely and alone. They seem the same but they don't.

What I am feeling now is lonely.
Just like no one knows me well. Understands me.
Sometimes I just want people to know what I know without me telling them.
it's not fair that I am being disappointed that they didn't do what I want them to do.

so, How?
so I am lonely. I am just all alone by myself. no one wants me. i feel like "dikucilkan".
yeah not only alone, but lonely.
I am sitting in my bedroom in front of my computer just trying to do things that would make me happy.  nothing but share this kind of feeling. I don't believe people. but by writing this, it just feels like I shared. maybe no one will read this. but I read this. I read my blog over and over.
no one hears me. no one listens. they are only busy with their own business. who am I?
who am I to be such selfish to have people by my side.

what do I do when I am all alone and lonely?
Crying. cry. yeah. shed my tears.
i don't know why, I just feel beautiful when I am crying. ahahaha what a thought.

I want to have someone who knows what I want.
that person doesn't need to ask me.
but, how come that kind of person exists?
no one can read someone's mind, right?
what kind of wish that I have? lol

i found a thought.
happiness will be meaningful if it's shared. sadness will be decreased when it's shared.
what the hell with that!
people will stay by your side when you are happy, but no meaning still.
when there is sadness? well........ what's on earth it''ll be decreased.
no such things.
no such things.

well. enjoy your loneliness.
and stay alone :D

A thought,

Tiara

18-04-2016, 0.45 pm

mood.

sekarang.. aku ingin begini
5 mneit kemudian, aku ingin begitu.
5 menit yang lalu, aku ingin begono
besok, aku gak ingin gimana-gimana


Karepe opo toh, mbakyuuu??
today's decision is different either with yesterday's or even tomorrow's.
I don't even understand what I actually want for myself.

she asked me. he asked me. they asked me. you asked me.
I asked myself. I don't know.
I don't have the answer.
I can't find the answer, though.

it's hard to find the right time for me.
there will always be the wrong things for me.
I always feel that I am the right one.

kudu piye...?

a thought.