now ... currently...
I am confused of what I am doing in my life.
I am living well but my inside thoughts are not.
All that wild thoughts came to my mind over and over.
They would leave me, I think.
They would hate me, I think.
They would blame me, I think
They don't need me, I think.
They don't love me, I think.
They..................
Would they?
Will they?
I am living in fear.
Fear of being left, fear of being hated.
I am living in tears.
I am living in darkness.
I am living with negative thoughts inside me.
Sorry, I couldn't think of anything positive.
Sorry, I couldn't let go of those wild thoughts.
Sorry.
I don't want to be like this any far.
I want to move forward.
Help me.
Sincerely,
the past
